I know you like labels / being part of a group / you want to point out differences / being stuck in a loop / you need to erase yourself / being a new self / I always put everyone before myself / and I’m afraid of not being able / to understand / I just want you to label me as a human / why can’t I see myself as a man? / maybe one day I’ll change / I hope it will not be too late / selfless it’s not what I aim to be / please take me out of here / I always put everyone before myself / and I’m afraid of not being able / to understand / just another worthless youth

oh no please / take me out / from this darkness / I can’t escape from / my reality / this place feels so cold / something is missing (in my mind) / one more who cares? / I need to escape (from this place) / even if I need to do it by myself / this place feels so cold / something is missing (in my mind) / one more who cares / I need to escape (from this place) / even if I manage to escape / what’s going to be the next step? / maybe I’ll change myself / but I don’t think that’s the answer / maybe I need to change what I do / can you please give me a clue? / ’cause I don’t feel human anymore / I can’t see myself as a man / one day I’ll be in that place in my head / so please don’t go and don’t give up on me / because maybe one day / maybe one day I’ll give up /

I can’t see myself as a man / I’m no longer human / one day I’ll be there / I fear the loneliness / and I can’t blame the stress / I just need to wait / I don’t need to change who I am / I need to change what I do / can you please give me a clue? / I know you’re falling too / there’s no room for me to explain / how am I suppose to regain / all the faith I once had in me? / I can’t find it fucking anywhere / everything passes / I see it everyday / everything passes / I see it everyday / nothing has changed / I feel it everyday / everything passes / I see it everyday / I don’t need to change who I am / I need to change what I do / can you please give me a clue? / I know you’re falling too / I can’t see myself as a man / I’m no longer human / one day I’ll be there / I fear the loneliness / like a glass cannon / I'll destroy myself / I’m just a phantom boy / I feel it everyday /

I feel lost in my own decisions / twenty four years have passed / I wanna go back / I wanna go back / back / like a glass cannon / I’ll destroy myself / I feel lost in my own decisions / twenty four years have passed / I wanna go back / I wanna go back / wanna go back / do you really? /

do you remember the times? / when “mistakes were made” / pop up on our screens / we used to laugh so much / four p.m. after school / we didn’t know we live on / the never ending daydream / we live in a place in time / where people try their best / to fuck everything up / like wars, drugs and crimes / sure that’s the best everyone can do, right? / every night, I cannot sleep / I’ll be thinking about awful things / like my friends and family / one day they would be dead / I got a little god in my hands / this stupid savior of mine / it’s only wasting my time / because the world is dying / and all we do is complain / all “they” teach us is to complain / because the world is dying / and all we do is complain / all “they” teach us is to complain / the never ending nightmare / every night, I cannot sleep / I’ll be thinking about awful things / like my friends and family / one day they would be dead / one day I’ll be gone / but I hope I did my best / to be remembered by the ones I loved / one day I’ll be gone / don’t worry I have some friends / to be remembered here on earth / I hope I did my best / to be remembered here on earth / but what can I do / to see my loved ones live forever? /

why you’re always wanting / to be rewarded / for the right things you do? / you’re just like me / you’re not special neither unique / you’re just like me / you’re just another human being / you’re just like me / why do you feel / the need to be thanked for / everything you do? / at the end of your life / what do you want to be thanked for? / why don’t you do the right thing simply because is right? / why is more important to you to be rewarded? / you’re not special neither unique / you’re just like me / you’re just another human being / you’re just like me / I guess you like recognition just like me /

I know that one day you all be gone / but I’m not sure if I want the first goodbye / to hold my love / to hold my family / why can’t we all live forever? / to hold my babies / to hold my friends / why can’t we all live forever? / I know that one day I’ll be gone / but I’m not sure if I want the last goodbye / goodbye / (I don’t believe in God) / (I don’t believe in myself) / (I don’t think I deserve anything) / (I don’t think I deserve anything) / (I don’t think I deserve anything) / (from anyone because) / I have never felt loved / by myself I think I’m / disqualified as a human being / I shall be nothing / I have never felt loved / by myself I think I’m / disqualified as a human being / I shall be nothing / I shall be nothing / I shall be nothing / I shall be nothing /

I think / I lost / my will / to live / I need / to change / my mind / new self / I need to be reborn / if I’m able to change / then everyone else / should be able as well / why can't I think for myself? / I won't do what I want to do / why can't I speak for myself? / I'll do what you tell me to do / why can't I think for myself? / I won't do what I want to do / I think I lost my will to live / I need to change my mind / I need to be reborn / if I’m able to change / then everyone else / should be able as well /

welcome to my guest house / all my demons float 'round here / they told me that I need to leave / but they’re the ones staying here / do I have to follow my heart? / or do I have to follow them? / I still don’t know where I want to be / so please shut up I need to think / boo / boo / boo / boo / acedia’s ghosts they fill my brain / I look at them with despair / they took the keys of this house / they took the keys of this house / this is not what I had planned / this is getting out of hand / this isn’t fun anymore / this isn’t fun anymore / paranoia what’s your plan? / I was already doubting myself / I became a human waste / and I just want to be replaced / I can feel your gaze everyday / so agelastic for my success / but so joyful from my mistakes / can you get out of my head? / my head / welcome to my guest house / all my demons float 'round here / they told me that I need to leave / but they’re the ones staying here / do I have to follow my heart? / or do I have to follow them? / I still don’t know where I want to be / so please shut up I need to think /

I’m sick and tired of this / I just want to love myself / I don’t need you to remind me / how much I hate myself / you think it’s okay to hide / behind that screen you’re holding / you didn’t think about how you made me feel / I’m still thinking about last night / when I could’t sleep because of my mind / the ceiling is falling down I’m sick and tired of this / I just want to love myself / I don’t need you to remind me / how much I hate myself / you told me don’t go people love you / you don’t see the problem, the problem is / I know “he” loves me / I know “she” loves me / but I don’t love myself and I don’t know why / I keep asking me the same question / “why do I feel like this?” / maybe I just need another lonely minute / it’s been ten years and I still can’t find the right answer / it’s been ten years it’s been ten years / I was starting to get more tired and tired everyday / same face, same shower and same hair / everything about my life didn’t feel good anymore / but you have been the spark I needed / so please don’t go, and don’t give up on me / because maybe one day / maybe one day I’ll give up / the ceiling is falling down / I also have my friends and family / and I’m so thankful for all these years / I don’t know what I do to deserve / all the love they have been giving to me / but I’m searching the answer / so please don’t go / don’t give up on me / because maybe one day / maybe one day I’ll give up / so please don’t go /